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Teshuvah of Elul as accepting Hashem's yoke

Elul · תרנ"ז (1896) · Essay 1Share

Elul · teshuvah · Ani LeDodi · Shabbos · ol malchus Shomayim

איתא בספרים על חודש אלול אני לדודי ודו' לי כו'.

It is brought in the sefarim regarding the month of Elul: "Ani LeDodi VeDodi Li" — "I am for my Beloved and my Beloved is for me."

The initials of this pasuk spell "Elul," marking it as the month of return and closeness between Bnei Yisrael and Hashem. The Sefas Emes will explain what avodah this demands.

כי עיקר התשובה צריך להיות ע"ז לזכור כי נשתלחנו בעוה"ז לעשות רצונו ית"ש בלבד.

For the essence of teshuvah must be this: to remember that we were sent into this world solely to do His will, Blessed is His Name.

The core of teshuvah is not only regret over particular sins but recalling our entire purpose — that we were dispatched to olam hazeh for one reason: to carry out the ratzon Hashem.

ומה שטרודין בהבלי עולם ושוכחין העיקר.

And [the failing is] that we become preoccupied with the vanities of the world and forget the essential thing.

The real lapse is getting swept up in worldly distractions until we lose sight of our true mission entirely.

ע"ז צריך להיות עיקר התשובה לחזור לקבל עול העבדות להיות מוכן רק לעשות רצונו ית'.

Concerning this, the essence of teshuvah must be to return and accept the yoke of servitude — to be prepared only to do His will, may He be blessed.

True teshuvah means reaccepting ol malchus Shomayim — the yoke of being Hashem's servant — and reorienting oneself to be ready for nothing but His ratzon.

ועמך לא חפצתי בארץ.

"And being with You, I desire nothing on earth."

The pasuk in Tehillim expresses this very state: when one is bound to Hashem, no worldly desire competes for his heart.

ואם מקבלין זה העול בשלימות אני לדודי.

And if one accepts this yoke in completeness — "I am for my Beloved."

The first half of the verse, "I am for my Beloved," is achieved through wholehearted acceptance of the yoke of avodas Hashem; that is our part.

ממילא ודודי לי.

And automatically — "and my Beloved is for me."

Once we give ourselves fully to Hashem, His turning toward us follows of itself; we need only initiate the devotion.

וזה מתקיים בש"ק שזה עדות השבת לשבות מכל מלאכה.

And this is fulfilled on the holy Shabbos, for this is the testimony of Shabbos — to rest from all melachah (labor).

Shabbos enacts this very acceptance: by ceasing all work, we bear witness that we are Hashem's servants, set apart for His purpose.

ולזכור כי עיקר שבראנו לכבודו.

And to remember that the essential purpose for which He created us is for His honor.

Resting on Shabbos calls us back to the foundational truth that we were created li-chvodo — for the sake of Hashem's glory.

רמז לדבר הרועה בשושנים גי' שבת.

A hint to this matter: "ha-ro'eh ba-shoshanim" (the one who grazes among the roses) has the gematria of "Shabbos."

The phrase from Shir HaShirim describing the Beloved who "grazes among the roses" equals Shabbos in numerical value — tying the intimacy of "Ani LeDodi" specifically to Shabbos.

והו' יתירה לרמוז (על) דמיני' מתברכין כל שיתא ימי המעשה ג"כ.

And the extra letter vav [in the count] hints that from it [Shabbos] all six days of the week are likewise blessed.

The slight surplus in the gematria, a vav (numerically six), points to the six weekdays: Shabbos is the wellspring from which berachah flows into the entire week.

ולכן אומרים בש"ק מזמור ה' רועי.

Therefore on the holy Shabbos we recite the psalm "Hashem is my Shepherd."

Because Shabbos is "the One who grazes among the roses," it is fitting to say the mizmor that calls Hashem our Shepherd — the One who tends and guides us.

כי בשבת מתגלה הנהגתו ית' המיוחדת רק לבנ"י.

For on Shabbos there is revealed His guidance, may He be blessed, which is unique to Bnei Yisrael alone.

Shabbos uncovers a special mode of Divine providence reserved exclusively for Bnei Yisrael — a closeness the rest of the world does not share.

כמ"ש ביני ובין בנ"י אות הוא:

As it is written, "Between Me and Bnei Yisrael it is a sign."

Shabbos is the unique "os," the covenantal sign between Hashem and Bnei Yisrael, embodying the bond of "Ani LeDodi VeDodi Li" that Elul comes to awaken.

Summary: The avodah of Elul ("Ani LeDodi VeDodi Li") is the heart of teshuvah: recalling that we were sent to this world solely to do Hashem's will and reaccepting the yoke of His service. When we give ourselves over fully — "I am for my Beloved" — His turning toward us follows automatically. This is realized on Shabbos, hinted in "ha-ro'eh ba-shoshanim" (gematria Shabbos), which is the source of blessing for the whole week and the unique sign of the bond between Hashem and Bnei Yisrael.

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