שפת אמת

Descending for the sake of avodah

Shlach · תרל"ט (1878) · Essay 3

meraglim · midbar generation · bittul · descent · this world

איתא בזוה"ק כי המרגלים חשבו הכא אנן רישין ובארעא לא נזכי להיות רישין.

It is brought in the holy Zohar that the spies (meraglim) reasoned: "Here we are heads (leaders), but in the Land we will not merit to be heads."

The Zohar explains the meraglim's true motive: in the wilderness they held the rank of leaders, and they feared that entering Eretz Yisrael would cost them that elevated status.

אכן לכאורה נראה כי ודאי כל מה שאמרו המרגלים הי' בעבור כללות בנ"י.

However, at first glance it would seem that surely everything the meraglim said was on behalf of the entire Bnei Yisrael.

This raises a difficulty: the meraglim were chosen agents acting for the whole nation, so how could their words stem from personal interest?

וכיון שנבחרו להיות שלוחי בני ישראל ודאי היו בטלין אל הציבור.

And since they were chosen to be the emissaries (shluchim) of Bnei Yisrael, they were surely nullified to the community (tzibbur).

As shluchim of the klal, they had presumably set aside their private selves and were wholly devoted to the public — bittul to the tzibbur.

ואיך נוכל לומר עליהם שדיברו מחמת נגיעת עצמותם.

So how can we say of them that they spoke out of personal bias (negi'ah)?

Given their stature as selfless agents, it seems impossible to accuse them of speaking from self-interest.

אבל נראה לבאר הענין כי דור המדבר בכלל היו בחי' ראש.

But it seems the matter may be explained thus: the generation of the wilderness as a whole was on the level of "head" (rosh).

The resolution: it was not only the meraglim but the entire midbar generation that had the status of a "head."

כי הדור שיצא ממצרים ושמעו הדברות בסיני הם ראשין לכל הדורות.

For the generation that left Mitzrayim and heard the Dibros (Commandments) at Sinai are the "heads" of all the generations.

Having gone out of Mitzrayim and stood at Sinai to hear the Aseres HaDibros directly, that generation was the head from which all later generations flow.

והדורות נמשכים בבחי' אבות ותולדות מרישין ועד רגלין כמ"ש על דורותינו עיקבא דמשיחא.

And the generations are drawn down in the manner of fathers and offspring, from the head down to the heels, as it is said regarding our generations, "the heels of Mashiach" (ikvesa diMeshicha).

History is like one body: the earliest generations are the head and ours, at the end, are the "heels" — each later generation a further descent down the same single form.

אכן דור המדבר היו כולם בחי' רישין.

Indeed, the wilderness generation were all on the level of "heads."

That entire generation, not merely its leaders, stood at the very "head" of the chain of history.

ובודאי אמת הדבר כי הכניסה לארץ הי' מדריגה אחר מדריגה והם לא רצו שיפלו ממדריגת רישין כנ"ל.

And it is surely true that the entry into the Land was a level following another level (a descent), and they did not want to fall from the level of "heads," as above.

Entering Eretz Yisrael meant stepping down into a lower, more "earthbound" mode of avodah, and the generation recoiled from descending from their lofty rank — so the meraglim's words did reflect the nation, but a flawed collective concern, not crude self-interest.

ודור המדבר הי' להם התגלות כבודו ית' כדמיון התגלות הנשמה בראש.

And the wilderness generation had a revelation of His glory, may He be blessed, comparable to the revelation of the neshamah in the head.

In the midbar Hashem's glory shone openly upon them, just as the soul is most revealed in the head — a lofty, luminous level of consciousness.

ובודאי מי שהוא במקום עליון קשה לו ליפול למדריגה תחתונה כמו שקשה אל הנשמה לרדת למטה.

And certainly one who is in an exalted place finds it hard to fall to a lower level, just as it is hard for the neshamah to descend below.

It is genuinely difficult for one dwelling in such a high spiritual place to come down — like the reluctance of a pure soul to descend into a body.

ובע"כ אדם נברא.

And against its will a person is created.

Chazal teach that a person is brought into this world against his will — the neshamah does not wish to descend, yet the very purpose of creation lies in that descent.

אבל הי' להם לבטל עצמם לעשות רצון הבורא ית'.

But they ought to have nullified themselves to do the will (ratzon) of the Creator, may He be blessed.

Their mistake was clinging to their lofty level; true greatness would have been bittul — surrendering their own preference to fulfill ratzon Hashem, even by descending.

ולהבין מאמר חכמינו ז"ל יפה שעה אחת (בתורה) [* בתשובה] ומעש"ט בעוה"ז מכל חיי עוה"ב כו' וכמ"ש מענין זה במ"א:

And to understand the teaching of Chazal: "Better one hour of teshuvah and good deeds (ma'asim tovim) in this world than all the life of the World to Come," etc. — and as I have written on this matter elsewhere.

The very descent into this lowly world is what makes it precious: a single hour of teshuvah and mitzvos performed amid the concealment of olam hazeh outweighs all of Olam Haba — which is exactly what the meraglim failed to grasp.

Summary: The Zohar says the meraglim feared losing their status as "heads" upon entering Eretz Yisrael — yet as selfless agents of the nation, how could they act from self-interest? The Sefas Emes answers that the entire wilderness generation stood at the "head" of all history, basking in an open revelation of Hashem's glory like a soul in the head, and they recoiled from the descent that entering the Land required. Their error was failing to nullify themselves to ratzon Hashem, not realizing that davka the descent into this world — where one hour of teshuvah and ma'asim tovim outweighs all of Olam Haba — is the true purpose of creation.