שפת אמת

Hashem's Nearness Through Teshuvah

Shabbat Shuva · תרנ"ה (1894) · Essay 1Share

Shabbos Shuva · teshuvah · deveikus · neshamah · Aseres Yemei Teshuvah

אמרו חז"ל דרשו ה' בהמצאו אלו עשרת ימי תשובה כי השי"ת בבריאות העולם כביכול עשה עצמו להיות נמצא בעולם.

Chazal said: "Seek Hashem when He is found" (Yeshayahu 55:6) — these are the Aseres Yemei Teshuvah (Ten Days of Teshuvah), for Hashem, in creating the world, as it were made Himself to be found within the world.

The Sefas Emes opens with the teaching that the Ten Days are a special time when Hashem is "found." In creating the world, Hashem made Himself accessible and present within it, and these days renew that accessibility.

כי צריך כל איש לידע ולהאמין כי הקב"ה הוא נעלם ורחוק מכל רחוק וכמו כן הוא קרוב מכל קרוב וז"ש האלקי מקרוב אני כמ"ש במד' שהוא מקרוב ומרחוק ובחי' זה הקורבות נתחדש בבריאות עולם ובכל שנה מתחדש זה המציאות.

For every person must know and believe that the Holy One, blessed be He, is hidden and farther than all that is far, and likewise He is closer than all that is close — and this is the meaning of "Am I a God who is near?" (Yirmiyahu 23:23), as the Midrash explains that He is both near and far. And this aspect of nearness was renewed in the creation of the world, and every year this "being found" is renewed.

Hashem is at once utterly beyond and transcendent (farther than far) and intimately present (closer than close). The pasuk hinting at His nearness teaches that both dimensions are true. The dimension of nearness was established at creation and is renewed each year during these days.

ובאמת זה הקורבות היא באמצעיות תורה ומצות כדאיתא בשביל תורה שנק' ראשית.

And in truth this nearness comes through the medium of Torah and mitzvos, as it is brought down that [the world was created] "for the sake of Torah, which is called reishis (first)."

The closeness to Hashem is not abstract — it is accessed specifically through Torah and mitzvos. Since the world itself was created for the sake of Torah, Torah is the channel through which a person draws near to Hashem.

ולכן ע"י החטא וביטול תורה מתרחקין מזה הדביקות וע"י תשובה חוזרין לזה הדביקות.

Therefore, through sin and the neglect of Torah one becomes distanced from this deveikus (cleaving to Hashem), and through teshuvah one returns to this deveikus.

Since Torah is the bond of closeness, sin and bittul Torah (neglect of Torah) sever that bond and push a person away. Teshuvah restores the connection and brings him back to that deveikus.

ובימים אלו מתחדש זה הדביקות וכדאיתא בפסיקתא שהקב"ה אומר אני שב אליכם ע"ש המשל.

And in these days this deveikus is renewed, as is brought in the Pesikta that the Holy One, blessed be He, says: "I return to you" — see there the parable.

During the Aseres Yemei Teshuvah the bond of closeness is renewed. The Pesikta teaches that Hashem Himself initiates the return, declaring "I return to you," meeting Bnei Yisrael's effort to come back to Him.

וכן הוא בפרטות דכ' שובו אלי ואשובה אליכם כי ע"י החטא מסתלק הארת הנשמה ולכן צריכין לשוב לתקן הגוף להיות מוכן לקבל הארת הנשמה.

And so it is on the individual level too, as it is written: "Return to Me and I will return to you" (Malachi 3:7) — for through sin the illumination of the neshamah (soul) departs, and therefore one must return to repair the body so that it will be prepared to receive the illumination of the neshamah.

The mutual return — "you return to Me, I return to you" — applies to each person. Sin causes the soul's light to withdraw, so teshuvah begins with refining the body, making it a fitting vessel ready to receive the neshamah's light once again.

ושבת תשובה היא בבחי' הנשמה ובימי המעשה לתקן הגוף לב טהור ברא לי ועי"ז רוח נכון חדש בקרבי.

And Shabbos Shuva is in the aspect of the neshamah, while the weekdays are for repairing the body — "Create for me a pure heart" (Tehillim 51:12), and through this "renew within me a steadfast spirit."

There is a division of avodah: Shabbos Shuva corresponds to the level of the neshamah, the loftier inner return, while the weekdays of these days are for the bodily work. Dovid's plea — first a pure heart (the body's purification), and then through it a renewed steadfast spirit — maps this two-stage process.

ותשובת הגוף היא תשובה מיראה.

And the teshuvah of the body is teshuvah out of yirah (fear/awe).

The body's return is driven by fear — yiras Shomayim, the awe of Hashem and dread of sin's consequences. This is the lower, foundational level of teshuvah.

ותשובת הנשמה מרוב התשוקה להיות נכסף לחזור להתדבק בו ית' כמאמר דהמע"ה השיבה לי ששון ישעך.

And the teshuvah of the neshamah comes from the great yearning, longing to return and cleave to Him, may He be blessed, as Dovid Hamelech, peace be upon him, said: "Restore to me the joy of Your salvation" (Tehillim 51:14).

The soul's return is born not of fear but of love and intense longing — the desire to reattach itself to Hashem. Dovid expresses this when he asks for the joy of Hashem's salvation to be restored, the delight of renewed closeness.

ועל זה התשובה נאמר שובו בנים.

And concerning this teshuvah it is said: "Return, O children" (Yirmiyahu 3:14).

The higher teshuvah of the neshamah is the one Hashem calls forth as a father calling his children — "Return, O children" — an appeal rooted in the loving bond between Hashem and Bnei Yisrael.

ויש ג' מיני תשובות על מ"ע ומל"ת והתורה.

And there are three types of teshuvah: for positive mitzvos (mitzvos asei), for prohibitions (mitzvos lo saaseh), and for Torah.

The Sefas Emes now lays out a threefold structure of teshuvah, corresponding to three categories of avodah: failures in positive commandments, transgressions of prohibitions, and the dimension of Torah itself.

וע"ז מבקשין השיבנו אבינו לתורתך והוא תשובה על התורה בחי' דיבור.

And concerning this we request: "Bring us back, our Father, to Your Torah" — this is teshuvah for Torah, the aspect of speech (dibbur).

The blessing in Shemoneh Esrei opens by asking to be returned to Torah. This corresponds to teshuvah in the realm of Torah, associated with speech — the words of Torah a person learns and articulates.

קרבנו לעבודתך בחי' מצות עשה.

"Draw us near to Your service" — the aspect of positive mitzvos.

The next phrase, asking to be drawn near to Hashem's avodah (service), corresponds to teshuvah for the positive mitzvos — the active deeds through which one serves Hashem.

והחזירנו בתשובה על החטאים בל"ת ובמחשבה.

"And return us in complete teshuvah" — for the sins of prohibitions and of thought.

The closing phrase of the blessing addresses teshuvah for the prohibitions one has violated, including sins committed even in thought — the realm of mistakes and transgressions that must be cleansed.

ותשובה על התורה הוא בחי' שובו בנים לכן אמרי' השיבנו אבינו לתורתך.

And teshuvah for Torah is the aspect of "Return, O children" — therefore we say "Bring us back, our Father, to Your Torah."

The highest form, teshuvah for Torah, matches Hashem's call "Return, O children," the father-child relationship. That is why the blessing addresses Hashem as "our Father" precisely in connection with returning to Torah.

והוא בחי' שבת תשובה:

And this is the aspect of Shabbos Shuva.

This loftiest teshuvah — the return to Torah, rooted in the loving bond of a child to his Father — is the very essence of Shabbos Shuva, the soul-level return that crowns these days.

Summary: The Aseres Yemei Teshuvah renew the nearness of Hashem that was established at creation, a closeness accessed through Torah and mitzvos. Sin distances a person from this deveikus and teshuvah restores it. There are two layers of return — the body's teshuvah out of yirah on the weekdays, and the neshamah's teshuvah out of loving yearning, which is the aspect of Shabbos Shuva — together with three categories of teshuvah (for Torah, positive mitzvos, and prohibitions) reflected in the words "Bring us back, our Father, to Your Torah."

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