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Wholeness through cleaving to the root in Sefiras HaOmer

Emor · תרמ"ד (1883) · Essay 2Share

Sefiras HaOmer · Temimus · Deveikus · Reishis · Preparation for Shavuos

במצות ספירת העומר כבר כ' במ"א שעל אלה הימים נאמר יודע ה' ימי תמימים דרשו חז"ל כשם שהם תמימים כך שנותיהם תמימים.

Regarding the mitzvah of Sefiras HaOmer, I already wrote elsewhere that about these days it is said "Hashem knows the days of the wholehearted (temimim)" (Tehillim 37:18), and Chazal expounded: just as they are wholehearted, so their years are whole (complete).

The days of the Omer count are linked to "temimim" — the wholehearted. Chazal teach that the wholeness of the tzaddikim extends to their very years, which become "whole." This wholeness is the theme of the Omer.

וכמ"ש במד' אימתי הם תמימים כשעושין רצונו של מקום.

And as the Midrash says: when are they wholehearted? When they do the will of the Omnipresent (ratzon shel Makom).

Temimus is defined by doing ratzon Hashem; a person becomes "whole" precisely when his will is aligned with Hashem's.

כי התמימות הוא הדביקות בהשורש שזה עיקר מצות העומר לתת הראשית להקב"ה ונמשך ברכה ודביקות להשורש ע"י הפרשת הראשית עד סופו.

For temimus is deveikus (cleaving) to the root, which is the essence of the mitzvah of the Omer — to give the first portion (reishis) to Hashem — and through separating the first portion, blessing and deveikus to the root are drawn down through to the end.

Wholeness means being attached to one's source. The Omer offering, the first of the harvest, is given to Hashem; by dedicating the very beginning to Him, a bond and blessing flow from the root down through the entire crop.

וכמו כן בזמן הזה שהוא עיקר גידול התבואות ואילנות לכן צריכין להתדבק בהשי"ת בימים אלו והם הכנה על כל השנה.

And likewise at this time of year, which is the main growth season of the grain and the trees, one must therefore cleave to Hashem in these days, and they are a preparation for the entire year.

The Omer season is when crops grow; spiritually, it is the time to attach oneself to Hashem, and that cleaving sets the tone and draws blessing for the whole year ahead.

וכמו כן בדורות.

And likewise across the generations.

What is true of the yearly cycle is also true historically, across the generations — which he now develops.

בימים אלו אחר יצ"מ שנמשכו בנ"י אחר הקב"ה במדבר כדכתי' זכרתי לך חסד נעוריך.

In these days, after yetzias Mitzrayim, when Bnei Yisrael were drawn after Hashem into the desert, as it is written, "I remember for you the kindness of your youth" (Yirmiyahu 2:2).

These same Omer days, historically, were when the newly freed Bnei Yisrael followed Hashem into the wilderness — a devotion Hashem forever cherishes as "the kindness of your youth."

ובוודאי מדזה נשאר זכירה בשמים לדורות ממילא יש התעוררות בנשמות בנ"י להתבטל אליו ית' בימים אלו.

And certainly, since a remembrance of this remains in Heaven for all generations, consequently there is an arousal in the souls of Bnei Yisrael to nullify themselves to Him in these days.

Because that original devotion is permanently "remembered" on high, every year these days carry a spiritual arousal in Jewish souls toward bittul — self-nullification before Hashem.

לכן כתי' וספרתם לכם כי הזמן מוכשר עתה לכך.

Therefore it is written "and you shall count for yourselves" — for the time is now fit and prepared for this.

The mitzvah to count "for yourselves" comes precisely now because the season is inherently suited to this self-refinement and drawing near to Hashem.

ולאשר דור המדבר היו באמת תמימים שהרי נמשכו אחריו כבהמה כדכ' במד' בפ' משכני אחריך נרוצה.

And since the desert generation were truly temimim (wholehearted), for they followed after Him like an animal, as the Midrash says on the verse "Draw me after You, we will run" (Shir HaShirim 1:4).

The Midbar generation embodied temimus: they followed Hashem with the pure, unquestioning trust of an animal that simply runs after its master, holding nothing back.

לכן זה הזכות עומד לפניו ות' כמ"ש יודע ה' כו' ונחלתם לעולם תהי' שנשאר התעוררות הימים האלו בכל שנה ושנה.

Therefore this merit stands before Him, may He be blessed, as it says "Hashem knows… and their inheritance shall be forever" (Tehillim 37:18) — that the arousal of these days remains in every single year.

That wholehearted devotion is an eternal merit, an "inheritance forever," ensuring that the spiritual arousal of these Omer days recurs and is available to us every year.

וכמו שהי' אז מעשה זו הכנה לקבלת התורה כמ"ש אח"ז הביאני המלך חדריו כו'.

And just as back then this act was a preparation for receiving the Torah, as it says afterward, "The King brought me into His chambers" (Shir HaShirim 1:4).

Their running after Hashem in the desert was the preparation that led to mattan Torah — the "King bringing them into His chambers" at Har Sinai.

כמו כן כפי הבירור וחיפוש ותשוקה אליו ית' בימי הספירה בכללות ישראל וכמו כן בפרט כך זוכין אח"כ בשבועות לקבל הארה חדשה מקבלת התורה:

So too, according to the refinement, searching, and yearning toward Him during the days of the Sefirah — both in the entirety of Yisrael and in each individual — so do they merit afterward, on Shavuos, to receive a new illumination from the receiving of the Torah.

Just as then, so now: the degree of purification, seeking, and longing for Hashem that we invest during Sefiras HaOmer — collectively and personally — determines the fresh light of Torah we receive on Shavuos.

Summary: Sefiras HaOmer is the avodah of temimus — wholeness through cleaving to one's root and aligning one's will with ratzon Hashem. By giving the first of the harvest to Hashem, blessing flows from the root through the whole crop, and these growth-season days become a preparation for the entire year. Historically, these were the days the freed Bnei Yisrael ran after Hashem into the desert "like an animal," a wholehearted devotion eternally remembered on high. That merit charges these days each year with an arousal toward bittul, so that the refinement, searching, and yearning we invest in the Omer count determines the new light of Torah we receive on Shavuos.

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