שפת אמת

Teshuvah's hidden song

Shmini · תר"נ (1889) · Essay 2Share

teshuvah · shirah · Mishkan · bittul · forgiveness

בפסוק וירא כל העם וירונו ויפנו על פניהם.

On the pasuk: "And all the people saw, and they sang out, and they fell upon their faces" (Vayikra 9:24).

The Sefas Emes examines the sequence of the verse at the dedication of the Mishkan, when fire descended from Heaven and the people responded.

לכאורה איפכא הול"ל ויפלו על פניהם וירונו.

Seemingly the verse should have said the reverse — "they fell upon their faces and sang out."

One would expect the falling on the face to come first and the song to follow, rather than the order the Torah gives.

כי התפעלות להיות נופל על פניו הוא בבוא השמחה בתחלתו.

For the emotional response of falling on one's face comes at the very onset of the joy.

The overwhelming reaction of prostrating oneself is the immediate first burst of feeling, so it should logically precede the song.

ויתכן לפרש עפ"י מ"ש חז"ל מי שנעשה לו נס ואומר שירה סימן שנמחל לו כל עונותיו.

It can be explained based on what Chazal said: one for whom a miracle is performed and who then says shirah (song of praise) — it is a sign that all his sins have been forgiven.

Chazal teach that singing in response to a nes (miracle) indicates that one's aveiros have been wiped away.

ולכן כשנעשה נס וירד אש מן השמים ואמרו שירה.

Therefore, when the miracle occurred and fire descended from Heaven and they said shirah —

The descent of the heavenly fire upon the Mishkan was the nes, and Bnei Yisrael responded with song.

מזה ידעו שנמחל להם החטא.

— from this they knew that the sin had been forgiven them.

The very fact that they were moved to sing was their proof that the sin of the Golden Calf had been pardoned.

ומזה נתפעלו ונפלו על פניהם.

And from this they were stirred and fell upon their faces.

Only after realizing through the song that they had been forgiven did the deeper emotion of bittul (self-nullification) overcome them, causing them to prostrate.

כי עיקר תשוקתם הי' לחזור ולהתקבל לפניו בתשובה שלימה.

For their main yearning was to return and be accepted before Him through complete teshuvah.

Their deepest desire was not the miracle itself but to be reconciled with Hashem through perfect teshuvah, and the forgiveness fulfilled this longing.

והנה שירה זו סתומה ולא פירשו דברי השירה משום דהיו בבחי' בעלי תשובה מעלמא דאתכסיא.

Now this shirah is unstated, and the words of the song were not spelled out, because they were in the aspect of baalei teshuvah, who belong to the alma de'iskasya (the hidden world).

Unlike other songs in the Torah, this one has no recorded text, because the return of baalei teshuvah draws from a concealed realm that cannot be put into explicit words.

ולכן איננה נמנית בין עשרה שירות.

Therefore it is not counted among the ten shiros (the ten songs of praise in history).

Because it stems from the hidden world, this song stands apart and is not included in the traditional list of ten songs.

ושירה שעל הים הוא סדר מיוחד בבחי' צדיקים והוא פרשה בתורה וסדר לימוד וכמו כן כל השירות.

And the Song at the Sea is a distinct, ordered structure in the aspect of tzaddikim, and it is a parshah in the Torah with a fixed order of study, and so too all the other songs.

The recorded songs, like the Shiras HaYam, belong to the realm of tzaddikim — orderly, revealed, and set down as Torah text to be learned.

אבל שירה זו הי' שלא בהדרגה לפי שעה כדרך בעלי תשובה בחילא סגי:

But this song came about not in gradual stages but in a single moment, in the manner of baalei teshuvah, with great force.

The teshuvah experience does not unfold step by step like the avodah of tzaddikim; it erupts all at once with overwhelming intensity, which is why this song was instantaneous and beyond ordered structure.

Summary: The unusual order of the verse — song before prostration — reveals that the people's response at the dedication of the Mishkan was the avodah of baalei teshuvah. Their song signaled that their sin was forgiven, which then moved them to fall in bittul. Because teshuvah draws from the hidden world and erupts in a single forceful moment rather than in measured stages, this song has no recorded text and is not counted among the ten ordered songs of the tzaddikim.

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