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Torah uncovers the soul's hidden desire

Terumah · תרס"ב (1901) · Essay 1Share

ratzon · Torah · terumah · neshamah · Shabbos

במדרש לקח טוב נתתי כו' דכ' אשר ידבנו לבו.

In the Midrash: "A good teaching (lekach tov) I have given you..." regarding what is written: "[from every man] whose heart prompts him to give (asher yidvenu libo)."

The Sefas Emes links the Torah, called "lekach tov" (a good acquisition/teaching), to the terumah given by one whose heart moves him — exploring where that generous impulse comes from.

פרש"י נדבה לשון רצון טוב.

Rashi explains: "nedavah" (a freewill gift) is an expression of good will (ratzon tov).

A nedavah flows from a person's good ratzon — a willing, generous desire from within.

ומהיכן נמצא זה הרצון הטוב באיש ישראל בכח התורה שנק' לקח טוב.

And from where is this good ratzon found in a Yid? Through the power of the Torah, which is called "lekach tov."

The Sefas Emes answers his own question: this inner good desire is awakened in a Yid specifically through the Torah, the "good acquisition."

כמ"ש תורת ה' תמימה משיבת נפש.

As it is written: "The Torah of Hashem is perfect, restoring the soul (meshivas nefesh)" (Tehillim 19:8).

The Torah "restores the soul" — it reawakens and returns the nefesh to its true inner longing.

כי הנפש יש בה השתוקקות נפלא אל מי שבראה.

For the soul has within it a wondrous yearning toward the One who created it.

Every neshamah carries a deep, built-in longing to return and cleave to Hashem who created it.

אבל הרצונות הגשמיים מכסים זה הרצון הפנימי של הנפש ובנ"י בכח התורה זוכין למצוא זה הרצון האמת הגנוז בנפש.

But the physical desires cover over this inner ratzon of the soul; and Bnei Yisrael, through the power of the Torah, merit to find this true ratzon hidden within the soul.

The body's material cravings bury the soul's inner desire for Hashem. The Torah's power peels back those coverings so a Yid can uncover the true, hidden ratzon within his nefesh.

ולכן נק' בת נדיב.

Therefore [the soul] is called "bas nadiv" (the daughter of the generous one).

The soul that has found its true generous desire is called "bas nadiv" — bearing the trait of nedivus, willing generosity rooted in the longing for Hashem.

וז"ש לקח טוב נתתי לכם דייקא.

And this is the meaning of "a good acquisition I have given specifically to you."

The word "to you" is precise: the Torah is the gift that uniquely empowers Yisrael to access this inner good ratzon.

כמ"ש ובחרת בחיים פרש"י שם כאדם שאומר לבנו זה חלק יפה.

As it is written: "and you shall choose life" — Rashi explains there: like a person who says to his son, "this is the fine portion."

Hashem, like a loving father pointing out the best portion to his child, guides Yisrael toward the good — "choose life."

בחר לך.

"Choose for yourself."

The father directs the son to choose this fine portion for himself.

אתה תומיך גורלי ע"ש פ' נצבים.

"You uphold my lot (atah tomich gorali)" — see Parshas Nitzavim.

The pasuk "You uphold my lot" (Tehillim 16:5) expresses how a Yid grasps and holds fast to the good portion that Hashem points out to him.

והוא כנ"ל שבנ"י יש להם כח לבחור בטוב ע"י התורה שנק' חמדה גנוזה.

And this is as above, that Bnei Yisrael have the power to choose the good through the Torah, which is called "chemdah genuzah" (a hidden treasure).

The Torah — a hidden, precious treasure — gives Yisrael the inner strength to choose good, by revealing the soul's buried desire for Hashem.

וע"ז כ' מה רב טובך אשר צפנת ליראיך זה הנדיבות שהוא ממדת טובו של הקב"ה שהוא הטוב והמטיב.

And concerning this it is written: "How abundant is Your goodness which You have hidden away for those who fear You" — this is the nedivus (generosity), which is from the attribute of Hashem's goodness, for He is "the Good and the One who does good (ha'tov v'ha'meitiv)."

The "hidden goodness" stored for the yirei Shomayim is this very capacity for nedivus — generous desire — which flows from Hashem's own midah of goodness, He who is wholly good and bestows good.

וגנזו לצדיקים.

And He hid it away for the tzaddikim.

This treasure of inner generous desire was concealed by Hashem, reserved for the tzaddikim to discover.

במה גנזו בזה עצמו.

In what did He hide it? In this very thing.

The Sefas Emes asks where exactly Hashem concealed this goodness, and answers that the very means of its concealment is the answer.

שמסובב על הרצון הזה רצונות של הגוף שהם מסתירין זה הרצון הפנימי.

That He surrounded this ratzon with the desires of the body, which conceal this inner ratzon.

The hiding place is the body itself: Hashem wrapped the soul's pure desire inside layers of physical cravings, which both conceal it and serve as the test through which it is revealed.

ובאמת השכל נותן שזה הרצון מן הנפש הוא הרבה מאוד מכל הרצונות הגוף.

And in truth, reason dictates that this ratzon of the soul is far greater than all the desires of the body.

Logically, the soul's desire for Hashem must far outweigh all bodily desires combined.

שבאו ע"י הד' יסודות שהגוף נברא מהם.

For [the bodily desires] come through the four elements (yesodos) from which the body was created.

The body's cravings derive merely from the four physical elements (fire, air, water, earth) from which it is composed.

לכן יש בו תשוקה לכל הטבעיים הנמשכים ג"כ מהד' יסודות.

Therefore it has a craving for all natural things, which also derive from the four elements.

The body desires worldly, natural things because they share its own elemental source — like attracting like.

מכש"כ הנפש בעצמה כשמתעורר הרצון שבה מתעלה על כל אלה הרצונות.

How much more so the soul itself: when the desire within it is awakened, it rises above all these [bodily] desires.

If the body craves what shares its elemental root, then all the more so the soul, whose root is Divine, will — once its desire awakens — soar above every bodily craving toward its infinite Source.

שהם רק כדמיון בעלמא לגבי רצון הנפש.

For they (the bodily desires) are only like a faint imagination compared to the desire of the soul.

Next to the soul's true longing for Hashem, the body's desires are mere shadows and illusions.

וז"ש במד' יש בה כסף זהב כרמים שדות.

And this is what the Midrash says: "in it there is silver, gold, vineyards, fields."

The Midrash lists various material objects of desire — silver, gold, vineyards, fields — to be contrasted with the all-encompassing desire of the soul.

פי' שרצונות הגשמיים הם בדברים פרטים.

This means that the physical desires are for particular, individual things.

Each bodily desire is partial and specific — for this object or that, never the whole.

אבל רצון הנפש הוא כולל הכל.

But the desire of the soul encompasses everything.

The soul's single desire — for Hashem, the Source of all — includes and surpasses every particular thing at once.

והנה גם בש"ק מתעורר זה הרצון.

And behold, on Shabbos Kodesh this ratzon is also awakened.

Shabbos, like the Torah, has the power to awaken the soul's hidden inner desire for Hashem.

ולכן אמרו מתנה טובה יש לי בבית גנזי.

And therefore they said: "I have a good gift (matanah tovah) in My treasure house" [referring to Shabbos].

Shabbos is the "good gift" from Hashem's treasury — the same hidden goodness that awakens the soul's true ratzon.

וזהו הארת הנפש ונשמה יתירה שבשבת.

And this is the illumination of the nefesh and the neshamah yeseirah of Shabbos.

The extra soul of Shabbos is precisely this awakening — an illumination that brings the inner desire of the nefesh to the surface.

ועיקר זוכין לזה הרצון בכח התורה.

And essentially one merits this ratzon through the power of the Torah.

Yet the primary key to unlocking this inner desire remains the Torah.

והרי אמרו במדרש שאמר הקדוש ברוך הוא מכרתי לכם התורה הריני נמכר עמה.

And indeed they said in the Midrash that Hakadosh Baruch Hu said: "I have sold you the Torah; I, as it were, am sold along with it."

The Midrash teaches the astonishing closeness of Torah: when Hashem "gave" the Torah, He gave Himself along with it — He is inseparable from His Torah.

ומה הקב"ה נמכר ע"י התורה.

And if Hakadosh Baruch Hu Himself is "sold" through the Torah...

If even Hashem, so to speak, is bound up and given over together with the Torah...

מכש"כ שבכח התורה ליקח את האדם לקרבו לשמים.

...how much more so does the Torah have the power to take a person and bring him near to Heaven.

If the Torah can "draw in" Hashem Himself, then certainly it has the power to grasp a person and draw him close to Shomayim.

כי זה הוא ברית והתקשרות מן התחתונים לעליונים.

For this is a covenant (bris) and a bond (hiskashrus) from the lower worlds to the upper worlds.

The Torah forges a bris, a binding connection, linking the lower realms to the upper realms — drawing the earthly up to the heavenly.

ולכן נק' ספר הברית ולוחות העדות.

Therefore it is called "the Book of the Covenant" (Sefer HaBris) and "the Tablets of Testimony" (Luchos HaEidus).

The Torah's names reflect this function — it is the covenant-document binding Yisrael to Hashem and the testimony of that bond.

וכדאיתא במדרש מקודם היו עליונים למעלה ותחתונים למטה וכשניתנה תורה וירד ה' על הר סיני ומשה עלה כו':

And as the Midrash says: at first the upper beings were above and the lower beings below, but when the Torah was given, "Hashem descended upon Har Sinai" and "Moshe ascended"...

The Midrash teaches that Mattan Torah broke down the barrier between heaven and earth: Hashem came down to Sinai and Moshe went up, showing that the Torah is the bond that unites the upper and lower worlds — drawing a person near to Hashem.

Summary: A nedavah flows from "ratzon tov," a good inner desire — but where does it come from? Every soul carries a wondrous yearning to cleave to its Creator, yet the body's material cravings (rooted in the four elements) bury this inner ratzon. The Torah, called "lekach tov" and "chemdah genuzah," restores the soul and uncovers its hidden true desire, which is infinitely greater and more all-encompassing than any particular bodily craving. Hashem deliberately concealed this goodness inside the very desires of the body, reserving it for the tzaddikim to reveal. Shabbos and its neshamah yeseirah awaken this same desire, but the primary key is the Torah — for Hashem gave Himself along with His Torah, making it the bris that binds the lower worlds to the upper and draws a person near to Heaven.

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